I am just me! diary of a Mama...

Who I am? ...Just me. Housewife, mother of two, daughter of a couple, who after 37 years or so of marriage, are still together, sister, auntie etc. Nothing special but certainly not lame by any means. I am obsessive, overly sensitive, and constantly doubtful of what I bring to the table. No, not dinner! My contributions in life. I don't think this makes me unique in anyway, but maybe relatable, if such a word exists.




CODE OF ARMS

The Smith Family always sticks together!

Monday, February 1, 2010

short fuse!

I try so hard not to loose my temper! but when I go into my youngest son's room, the fire ignites. I said I was not going to harp in regards to his "Messy existence". As Long as I could shut his door, then I was gonna put it out of site out of mind. My OCD monster starts to grow and peek it's ugly head out. The one thing I can not STAND is toys put away in the wrong places, games out of boxes and not put back etc. Maybe I should go MEDITATE! OHMMMM! OHMMMM!

2 comments:

  1. Keep it up. Don't let the beast overwhelm you and send you into an endless cycle of debauchery. I know it's hard as my TWO kids would both poop on the floor and hide it with stuffed animals. I just ignored it and it went away (actually my puppies ate it!) LOL! Either way kids should be able to run amuck and do what they want. They will find what works for them. My parents are both lawyers and judge me daily for being a single mother of two that works at a fast food restuarant. I am happy, can they say the same? I have a strong work ethic and know what a real day's work is and I appreciate every dollar that is in my check on payday. Can they say the same? My mother, a board certified lawyer, sits at home and does nothing! My father does all the work even though she is fully capable. They fight about it all the time. She is so righteous and above it. I dont know why but bottom line is I am happy. Are they?

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  2. parents are our worst critics sometimes. I have promised myself that I will try to support whatever my boys do! Stay happy, someday maybe they will realize that you are!

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